Am I a failure?

I am so surprised to see how my family doesn’t believe in me enough.

I am the most successful person among the circle I grew up with under my eyes, but not theirs.

Why is that?

I have performed in around 50 different projects: movies, theater, tv. In several countries. Getting paid decently in most. In the principal stages of Spain and the Philippines. Dozens of interviews and articles about me in print and online.

I have 6 businesses all up and running giving some profit.

I am a spiritual leader for the Raelian movement in the Philippines.

I coach and help some people who are ready to listen about life and money.

I have investments in real estate, stock market and passive income businesses run by others.

I have sexual success above average.

I am an activist for social causes I believe in, an active member and relevant player of the projects I believe in.

I give a livelihood to waiters, drivers, mechanics, etc.

I have an online following of 65k as we write this. And a viral video with around 2 million views.

How come they still don’t think I am successful?

Is it that I don’t project myself as successful enough? Do I need to market myself as a more successful person?

I have been diagnosed with adult ADHD and not taking any meds. This is a lot of achievement.  With or without my ADHD.

Maybe it’s because I never had a traditional job? Coz I didn’t build a normal career?

Coz I didn’t go super deep enough in any of my endeavors? Wow. This could be something I do blame myself for.

Well. I never have money because I am always investing, farming. So that gives a sensation of scarcity in me and in others. Do I like that sensation? No I don’t. Do I want more money? Yes. Do I want to have an office job? No.

I don’t need the support and respect from my circle and society tho I do want it and appreciate it when it is there.

At the end, since you cannot please everyone and convince and change the people. Well I guess I just need to not mind and little by little replace them for people who do share the vision and mental wave.

Tho I did cry over this matter. And I don’t understand them not believing in me or seeing my success.

Our minds are wired totally different and unless they get into self help, motivation and business readings we will never be in mental connection.

I will love hearing from you about this matter please reach out to me in social media with your comments. Thank you 🙂